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I FIND I AM LOSING CONFIDENCE. THIS IS STRANGE, GIVEN HOW ARROGANT I HAVE BEEN. WHY? THE ENVIRONMENT. CURRENTLY, I AM NOT FULLING ENGAGING IN ANYTHING. BUT WITHOUT PRESSURE, I CAN HARDLY PERFORM. I NEED TO BUILD THE ROUTINE, WITH MODERATE PRESSURE. OTHERWISE, I AM LOOSING ALL MY STRENGTH.

TO DO THAT, I MUST FORGE MY HABIT. IT TAKES DELIBERATE PRACTICE. DO IT EVERYDAY, TILL IT STICKS. WRITE DOWN YOUR THOUGHTS.

INDEED, MY ROUTINE WAS RELATIVELY SIMPLE: RUN, READ, WRITE. ALL ABOUT WORK.

BUT NOW I HAVE A FAMILY. I NEED TO FIGURE OUT THAT PART TOO. HOW DO YOU BALANCE THE TWO? I NEED TO HAVE THE DEDICATED TIME FOR FAMILY. EACH NEED PROTECTION, JUST AS MORNING ROUTINES.

YOU MUST DO IT. YOU CANNOT JUST SAY IT. HOW? I HAD THIS CONFUSION FOUR YEARS AGO. THAT’S WHY I CREATED THIS BLOG. IT SEEMS I AM BACK TO SQUIRE ONE. NEED TO DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN. IF THAT IS THE CASE, THEN YOU HAVE PLENTY OF EXPERIENCE OF WHAT WORK, WHAT NOT.

LET’S GET OVER THIS AFTERNOON FOR TWO MEETINGS. THIS EVENING, RUN 30 MIN AT 9PM. THEN WRITE 30 MIN. REPEAT EVERYDAY NIGHT. NO ESCAPE. THIS IS THE ONLY WAY TO GET THE THINGS DONE.

I FIND IT IS HARD TO FOCUS. TOO MUCH DISTRACTIONS FROM PN. MUST GET RID OF IT. HOW? DO IT IN THE MORNING BUT NO INTERNET. THIS WAY I CAN CONTROL MY ENVIRONMENT. ALSO, I NEED TO WORK IN THE LIBRARY. THIS IS THE ONLY WAY TO KEEP YOU WORKING. DO IT EVERYDAY, TILL YOU ARE DONE.

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